Things. haha. I didn't know what else to say. Today has been pretty calm so far, but only relatively. This has been a crazy few weeks - roller coaster time, I call it. Between what has been going on in my private life and what has been going on in my closest friends' lives, it is a chaotic time. If you currently have peace in your life, cherish it.
I once had a close friend and wiccan priestess say to me "You are a life in imbalance, and chaos and disorder will follow you everywhere." This was not a curse - she was reading my tea leaves. I asked her would it always be that way, and she told me she did not know. But it has, for the most part.
Which leads me to the question - is it really all us? I don't feel like I actively seek out chaos and disorder, but it does seem to follow me. Am I subconciously seeking out others who also are followed around by chaos and disorder, or is this just what the universe has in store for me? Or, is everyone's life like this and we're all just fabulous actors and actresses?
Who knows. I'm going home to Tennessee this weekend to spend valuable, quality time with family who care about me and love me. While it may be chaotic, it's worth it. I'll have plenty of time on the drive to contemplate the meaning of life.
